It Hurts to Be This Sexy
	2004-08-24 | 4:40 p.m. www.totallycrushedout.com
	Everytime I get a message from the cute Trannyfag Party Boy, my heart goes ting-a-ling. Also, I keep writing him these nerpy little notes that I do not send him. Mostly they mention that he's cute and fun and wonderful, and that he makes me laugh. But they also mention that I like him lots and pots, even though we spent, you know, an hour or two together. Shmohawk told me that I fall for the faraways because I have a secret desire to travel. I say it's not a secret, I Really Wanna Travel. And the fact that there's a cute crush boy on the West Coast does make traveling there everso possible. He actually left me a note saying that he has considered coming in to NYC to see me and share hugs plus when he travels back home (to the upstate) in September. It may have been facetious, but I doubt it. He's a very earnest sort. I like that. This is easily one of the weirdest crushes I've ever had. We don't do much talking one on one (save the messages and emails and notes and things sent back and forth), but it doesn't matter. I'm all gooey candy hearts for him. For real. I think the issue is really that *I Heart Crushes* no matter where they are. But yeah. I need to send him one of my crushed out letters. I think it would make him blush, and the thought of that makes me smile rather deviously. **Crush Core** The weather that ROARED - 2005-03-01 Enabler's Rag - 2005-02-15 Where in the world? - 2005-01-14 Where have all the rude boys gone? - 2005-01-04 quickly - 2004-11-21 <-- - -->	Last Next Newest Older Rings Pictures Links Profile Guestbook Email me Notes Diaryland Hate is Great

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