It Hurts to Be This Sexy
	2004-02-19 | 11:50 a.m. Sex Avenue, USA
	Dear Reader, you may remember a certain Shmohawk from the past six months of my life. She has made a few appearances here and there, but recently fell out of favor with me. Tra la, I say, she may be back in. It all comes down to the following facts: One, I am a slut. It's a relatively new thing for me to accept, but accept it I have. Two, as a slut, I am allowing myself to be okay with valuing sex. Yes. In fact. O.K. with it. Three, we conversed for a full three and a half hours the other night, and it reminded me that really, she wasn't so terrible a person. That (really) she's kind of fun when she's not at work. So there's still no relationship there (saints be praised) but the sexual avenue has been re-opened for travel. I doubt I will see her again, but I feel pretty good about giving myself permission to relate to her sexually should the opportunity arise. I had a pretty good laugh when she called, though, as it was (almost exactly) six months from the night that we actually sexed. Yeah, to the day. And she was, I think, sort of calling me because I was the last good sex she had. My milkshake may not bring all the boys to the yard, but apparently it can still force a few Canadians to say "it's better than yours." Again I say tra. la. la. **Warm it Up** The weather that ROARED - 2005-03-01 Enabler's Rag - 2005-02-15 Where in the world? - 2005-01-14 Where have all the rude boys gone? - 2005-01-04 quickly - 2004-11-21 <-- - -->	Last Next Newest Older Rings Pictures Links Profile Guestbook Email me Notes Diaryland Hate is Great

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