It Hurts to Be This Sexy
	2004-07-30 | 1:42 p.m. The pace of the snail
	I have a phone interview today, and I am feeling emotionally lumpy. As in le blarg. Le ick. Le uuuuuuuuugh. And the weather is all grey and white (where the sun is sort of out and it's humid as hell, but there's immense cloud cover too). Of all the kinds of days, this is my least favorite. I mean really, the least the day could do is be actually grey or actually rainy, right? Well I think so. So I need to get home and be ready for the interviewing, which takes place at three. I will probably play my uke for a bit to add some cheer to my demeanor. I really, really want to get this job. On the LJ, I asked for friends to hold me accountable. I'd been slacking off a lot. Several people have been helpful, but I'm still feeling like grey goo. The Shmohawk (oh Reader, things are sticky there. It needs its own entry) has been helping me make to do lists. Her list last night included "apply to 10 jobs online." I balk at this suggestion! BALK! Baaaaalk! There aren't actually 10 jobs that I want to apply to in a single day. No, really. I can't make myself submit anything to a huge "recognizable brand name" company where I'll be sitting at a desk puking my soul into cubicle walls. I really can't do it. My Breszny horoscope from a few days confused me when I got it, because it said I needed to go at my own pace, regardless of what anyone else told me. Around the same time, I was remarking (to myself) that ever since May there had been a glut of water in my life in the form of rain (wherever I travel) and Cancerians. Two of the main Cancers in my life have pushed me in the job search area in the past two days. I feel that there's a connection, and, upon the advice of my astrologer, I am not applying to ten jobs online today. Not at all. There are two worthy jobs, and those will get my attention. So ha ha. I need to move it on out if I'm gonna get to the uke before my interview. Send me glowy good energy, Reader. I can use it. **Job Wranglers** The weather that ROARED - 2005-03-01 Enabler's Rag - 2005-02-15 Where in the world? - 2005-01-14 Where have all the rude boys gone? - 2005-01-04 quickly - 2004-11-21 <-- - -->	Last Next Newest Older Rings Pictures Links Profile Guestbook Email me Notes Diaryland Hate is Great

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